In Silence

Because of Leeland’s song, again, my faith brought me to this overwhelming point, again. I’m just so happy that he saved me. That he actually went through all that for me. I remember my Victory Weekend experience, when Pastor Ed shared this beautiful rendition of Jesus’ suffering from Passion of the Christ, the song playing in the background was We Are the Reason by Gary Valenciano…

Now the song’s playing in my head; “Angeli, you are the reason why I gave up my life, you are the reason why I suffered and died, to a world that was lost I gave all I could give, to show you the reason to live.”

It’s such an amazing song, and of course the conclusion of the whole story was: He loves me so much. I can tell that he loves me more than I deserve. Just like a father who’d risk his life for his child, this is Jesus.
Maybe now I’m still a bit confused on why things had to happen like this. Why I have to suffer. I have to suffer because I also have to share his sufferings. It’s being fair. I’m okay now. I think kulang lang ako ng time para sa sarili ko lately at time ko para kay God. I need my complete quiet time back. My personal time with Him. Maybe that’s what’s wrong with me lately.

He still remains glorious in my life.

Bottom: He shall reign over my life.